This Quitting smoking......

Is for the birds. I am going to give it another try. I only made it 5 hours without. And i broke down and bought a pack. I know my bad. It is really hard. I keep talking myself into quitting. And i never seem to make for more then a few hours. When my kids where younger and i would try to quit. They would beg me to go and buy a pack of smokes. Because mommy was crabby and they didn't like that at all. So what is my excuse now? I don't have one. Besides that it keeps me sane. Or so i think it does.