This Quitting smoking......

Is for the birds. I am going to give it another try. I only made it 5 hours without. And i broke down and bought a pack. I know my bad. It is really hard. I keep talking myself into quitting. And i never seem to make for more then a few hours. When my kids where younger and i would try to quit. They would beg me to go and buy a pack of smokes. Because mommy was crabby and they didn't like that at all. So what is my excuse now? I don't have one. Besides that it keeps me sane. Or so i think it does.

Today is my last day

Of smoking. I hope that i can do it. My sister cheryl talked me into quitting with her. So i am going to give it a try. But i am not promising that i can do it. Cheryl bought us the nicoderm patches. She most likely already has hers on. Not me i still have 4 left. After there gone then i will put the patch on.


I am allergic to latex so i am in no big hurry to put the patch on. I break out in hives big time. And the hives don't go away for days after. I am still going to give it a try. I can live with the hives. So wish me luck. I really hope that i can do it.

More Photo's of Aubrie..

There not in the right order. Because it is way to early for me to figure it out. But i just wanted to share photo's of my adorable grand daughter.

My man.....

This is my man tim... we were just friends with benefits for a very long time. Like 3 years. We have decided to be more then that. I am very excited about it!! I just wanted to show off my man.

What did i get myself into....

I am cleaning my sister's house today for her. I had no idea how much i had to do! Her and my brother in law work 2 jobs a piece and she never has any time to clean. So she offered to pay me to do it. I am almost done. I am dreading doing the dog kennels. And there area. I am putting that off until the last minute. I should told her i wanted more money. So i am now regreting opening my big mouth!!!!!

Can't sleep.

And it has been awhile since i have wrote anything. My grand daughter was born on March 13th. She was a few weeks early. Her Name is Aubrie Diane. And she is just the cutest little girl i have ever seen. This is the only photo that i have of her. The one's i took on my phone. Got deleted. And i am not very happy about that. I just wanted to share with you. And i am sure i will have alot more to post in a few days.

Today is ground hog's day....

And i really hope that the ground hog see's he shadow. Cuz i am really tired of winter! Plus it get's pretty damn cold here in minnesota. The high today is 11 and the low is -4. We did have some very nice weather on saturday it was 42 degrees that is short weather for us. lol and yesterday it got 31. And now were back to the frigid cold. I don't have much to write about as of yet. Plus i only have 25 minute's until Ellen is on. I love to watch her show. She is one funny lady, I wish i had the courage to dance like she does. I think that is my favorite part of the whole show. No wait i lied my favorite part is how she stalks george clooney! Poor guy. I will end with that. Bye for now.