Finally Have a name for the baby....

My grand daughter is due on April 4th, 2009. And last night my son travis said it was his decision on the name. He was tired of everyone picking names out. So the name he picked out is Aubrey Ann. Her intials will spell out AAH. I pointed that out to him. We both kind of chuckled.

My Nephew Daniel on Halloween...

Daniel dressed up as a professional dirt biker with a Mullet!! He is going to kill me once he finds out i put this my blog. I think he is so cute!! We Made him pose for the photo! So Daniel if you come across this i do love you much!!!

ABBY!!!

This is Abby!! The first Photo is of My 3 year old Grandson Darrion and abby. And the 2nd one is just of my girl.

GRRRRRR.......

My Niece Shonda, Has brought her cat to the house. We are not very happy about that at all. Her Damn Cat is INFESTED WITH FLEA'S!!!! And she don't get it that my son travis don't want her (The CAT) In the house. Abby don't have flea's. And The DOG come's first. I LOVE ABBY!! She is a pure bred Black Lab. I will have to see if travis has and picture's of her so i can post them. When i find them i will put them up.

Deer Hunting Season....

Deer Opener.. My Dad's hunting party actually got all there deer this year. 6 Bucks. No Noone got a doe permit this year. All the years i have been around deer hunting. I never really actually thought about the poor deer. Until last night. Was the first time i ever had to help my brother in law hang 3 deer from the garage rafters. By the time i was finished helping him. I was all full of blood. Deer hair. And did you know that when you kill a deer that there tongues hang out? That is the most disgusting thing ever. My sister took pictures of me getting totally grossed out by helping. But she is emailing them to me. And i really truly don't think i will posting them anyways. That's about all i have to write about for now.

November 3rd...

It has been 9 years since i even wanted to use meth. I haven't touched it since november 3rd, 1999. I have lost everything and everyone that I Love more then life itself. Because of it. If i would of known back then that this drug would change my life. I would of never used it. I can't take back what is done. When i decided or should i say Court Ordered to go into treatment. I really didn't have alot of faith in myself. A friend of mine had also went into treatment for the same thing. And she started using the minute she got home. I did not want to get out of treatment. And start using the second i got home. My counsler asked me why i want to stay clean. My answer was..... I am here to get clean for my children. She told me that was the wrong answer. I said no it's not the wrong answer. I am here to get myself clean for them and only them. Alot of you know that my children with there father. Except for our oldest. We live together. I am getting off track.... Anyways 9 years later i am still clean. I have had alot of shit to deal with in the past 9 years. Somehow i did it. I don't need it. Nor do i want it.

Football sucks.....

I hate sunday's with a passion. All there is to watch is football. And The Minnesota Vikings really are not all that great. Granted i have no idea what's going on. But i do know one thing they sure do SUCK!!! I think my son likes to irritate me by changing the channel from one game to the next. So my plan for him tonight is to watch Toby Keith's premiere on cmt Beer For My Horses. Travis does not like toby keith. So it is payback time for the mom. This will be FUN!!